I was having one of those usual girl talks with my friend and she mentioned this to me; would it have been any better if I didn’t let him go in the past?
S in 2004 didn’t quite felt strongly enough for A of 2004 back then.
My answer was that if S(my friend) of 2006 was to meet up with A(her ex) of 2004 maybe things would be different. Maybe they would treasure each other more.
But we know it’s not possible don’t we.
Humans do it all the time.
We keep thinking about the past, wishing we didn’t do this or that, regret our actions- we all have our moments.
Sometimes we have to realise that it’s not going to happen again, and you’ll never get it back.
I know because heck, we’ve all been through it. I’ve been through that too. And I still cannot bring myself to take him as a friend. I don’t want to anymore, anyway.
Learning to let go is probably one of the hardest thing to do, no matter how old you are. It doesn’t matter how long you’ve been with someone; when they turn their back on you everything just ends there.
*sigh* that sounds so lonely doesn’t it. Well, that’s just part of life. You turn away or others will turn their backs at you.
: S :: says: we need ppl to scream at us to wake us up, but before we want to wake up
:: S :: says: we just need someone to share abt how we feel and not telling us to wake up
cass_ : yes i know actually we’re wide awake; we just refuse to open our eyes and admit that we are.
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I’m wide awake now.
If you really want to know me, you have to try harder. I’m very skeptical about guys now. Even as new friends.
If you’re out to play, I suggest you go somewhere else, cause lao niang is not interested. I’m not being a snub. I just don’t like it when people have such fun at my expense.
